They are just existing as they are, which is always good to see. The bi/pan rep was so casual, which in my opinion is the best kind of rep. It captures some of the struggles people who eat gluten-free face, and how our relationship with food isn’t always the best, and how we struggle to find quality ingredients at affordable prices. As someone who is gluten-free and also pan, I thought the rep was really productive. This book also has bisexual and pansexual rep, as well as autism and celiac disease rep. I also just really liked how this book was plotted and how their relationship evolved. I love how honest they were with each other, and how well they communicated. Ziggy and Sebastian’s banter was top-notch, and I really rooted for their friendship as much as their relationship. I absolutely fell in love with Ziggy and Sebastian. I binged the whole thing in two days, it might just be my favourite of the bunch. Okay, so this book has me in a chokehold. At least, it was, until what began as a transactional arrangement became the most loving relationship I’ve ever known. I’ll fake a friendship with Ziggy, fix my reputation, and get back to hockey, the one and only thing I love.

But I reassure myself there’s no risk in our scheme. Up till now, I’ve stayed away from Ren’s sweet, shy little sister to avoid any risk of ruining my one good friendship. So when my best friend’s sister, Ziggy Bergman, proposes a public “friendship” to revamp our reputations, it’s an offer I can’t refuse. My hockey career and sponsorships are in jeopardy, and while I’m not ready to actually reform my ways, I’m happy to pretend that I have, to secure the life I’m on the brink of losing. Like any self-respecting reprobate, I’ve been spiraling downward, and finally I’ve hit rock bottom. Or so I thought, until I start to see the heart of gold he’s been hiding beneath that sinister surface… He’s my devious, dark-haired fantasy come to life, but his destructive ways make it easy to keep him in the (fake) friend zone. So I propose a fake friendship with real benefits: spending time in the public eye, my good-girl image and his bad-boy notoriety rubbing off on each other. Which is where my brother’s best friend and teammate, the infamous Sebastian Marchand, comes in.

Goodreads Description: Ziggy – I’m the youngest player on the National Soccer team, the baby of my family, and thoroughly sick of being underestimated, so I’ve decided to take matters into my own hands. Content Warnings: Child abuse (mentioned)

If Only You by Chloe Liese